Yes, I know....first journal and I'm venting....I'm sorry...This may include writings that I will later regret.

My ex-boyfriend, Gus, has been talking to me for the first time this year, and I don't know what to think about it....So, lately, I've been having these weird thoughts...Like...does he still like me? Do I still like him?....Should I try and get back together with him...? I'm sorry for saying this on dA but it's basically the only place where I'm safe....I really don't know how to react to this because I like another guy...And i've also heard that he only went out with me because of a dare.

Off to English where I ask him.